23 January 2011

inevitable meeting

Yesterday, Friday, was the last day of my preliminary examination. I only have one quiz for that day, and it's scheduled early. The course was Philippine Literature, and the exam was easy. So I finished it early, and left for Cavite. I decided to go to SM Dasmarinas and meet with my friend. I arrived early so I stayed in some coffee shop there. It was my first time dining in Mocha Blends. I ordered a hot mocha with marshmallow and a bolognese pasta. I waited for my friend there. I really did not thought about meeting my ex-boyfriend although I knew that there is a possibility, since it's his place. What I mean is that Cavite is his and Manila is mine. That's it. When my friend came, she was with a group of classmates including my ex-boyfriend. My best friend and ex-boyfriend were classmates. See never informed my ex-boyfriend about our meeting, so he was probably surprised. Well, with the lowest possibility of meeting him, I still met him. Well, whatever...I can't take it as destiny bringing us closer. It's just a coincidence. It is inevitable for Dasmarinas being his place. Well, I also realized that meeting him anywhere is inevitable so I just have to act normally around him. No bitterness nor hard feelings. That's it.

21 January 2011

filling the gaps

I ran my hands through his hair. Actually, I just made a mess out of his hair. Ha! I haven't done that for a while now. He did not get angry at me for kind of ruining his hair. I remember my ex-boyfriend telling me that I should not mess with his hair. He's sure to be angry since it's difficult fixing a guy's hair. Then, why didn't he get angry at me? Instead, he smile gently towards me. I am getting weaker, right? Falling in love? No, not yet.

18 January 2011

Failure!

I barely manage to deal with my exams in Obligations and contract and Professional Deontology. I don't know if I would pass or not. However, I am sure to get totally low grades for thoae exams since I didn't take it seriously. I should pay for the consequences of my actions. Anyway, I must study for our blockbuster exams tomorrow.

17 January 2011

Click 'n Flash!

17.01.2011

Whoa! I had my graduation picture pictorial last Saturday, 15.01.2011. I can't post those pictures though since I have no plans of exposing my physical self in my blog. Sorry about that.However, if you can manage to track my facebook account, I uploaded it all there.

Tomorrow my preliminary examinations will start but I haven't studied even one bit. I'm such a carefree girl. I'm totally a loser. err. I'll study real hard for sure. I got a pile of notes to read.

That's it for today!

15 January 2011

3days/2nights

15.01.2011

I have been in Caleruega at Nasugbu, Batangas for our senior's retreat. It was so much fun and the place is totally great!
The travel from UST in Manila to Caleruega in Batangas took us almost 2 and a half hours. It was not really traffic at that time since it's still early and it's a Wednesday. By the way, the retreat was held on 12 to 14 of January 2011. I really had much fun at the retreat. On the negative side, I can say that it was just a hassle for our conflicted and hectic schedules. We're busy graduating students, you know? I'm almost sleeping all the time whenever I'm sitting quietly at the Veritas Hall, which is our session hall. However, being a natural explorer and a big Dora,I am always wide awake whenever I am walking around the place. I was a nice venue for practice photo shoot, but the place is too far away. I'll just come again there sometime in the future. :)

Here are some photos of my retreat!






12 January 2011

I'm ready!

12.01.2011.

Later today our retreat will begin! Aha! The current time is 3:20am. I'm not that excited to wake up this very early. I just slept the night away yesterday, hence I woke up very early today.
I am totally looking forward to having a good time bonding with the class. It will be the very first time that the whole class will be out for some days to relax.I hope nothing bad happens. Well, there were people hated in the class, so I just hope that they will shut up for the good of this retreat.

I got a terrible news yesterday. My classmates told me that the creator of the Hunter X Hunter is already dead. How can the story finish now? I've been into Hunter X Hunter lately. Actually, ever since it was aired in the Philippines. The anime itself has hanging ending, but the manga is totally unfinished. What will happen to Gon now? Will he ever find his father? Whaaaaa! I hate unfinished stories! I wish that someone will continue the story of Hunter X Hunter for the sake of people like me who loves that anime. ONEGAI!

I am quite some anime-otaku. I admit. I'm just like that.

11 January 2011

Roller Coaster?!

I am currently riding a roller coaster where I am the only rider. I am bothered by this guy who is a close friend of mine. I already convinced myself a long time ago that I wouldn't fall for him. I already fell for him before, but I managed to lose interest. Then, here it comes again. It was probably because I am having false hopes. Well, since we're close friends and classmates, and group mates in many activities, I can't really be away from him. Then, I started noticing that there are times that he's being too clingy with me. I haven't observed if he acts that way to other girls too. But I don't think so. I used to be clingy with him since we met first met on my third year of college. However, I decided not to be too intimate in my being clingy with him. Why? Because I have already been in a situation where the guy, who is a close friend of mine too, fell for me because I'm being too familiar with him. I don't want to repeat the same mistakes. But, I can't remove all these uneasiness, can I?

This is me with bangs.
I cut my own bangs.
Vanity!

09 January 2011

Fluffy Pancake

080111.
I'm spending the weekends in my hometown, Cavite. It's not faraway from Manila. I only returned home to get some nice clothes for the retreat. I should at least look presentable in front of other people. So I decided to get some nice clothes to wear. I'm really looking forward to Caleruega. I should manage to get some good photos.

I just realized that dorms are designed to let people get some good rest. I only think that way because I always get sleepy in the dorm. It's because of the ambiance, maybe. In addition to that, there is nothing much to do. On the contrary, houses are built to keep the person relaxed. Well, I almost never get tired while facing the my laptop and staying home all day. I also got nothing better to do.

BY the way. I cooked pancakes today. I did a little experiment. I used a ready-made chocolate pancake mix. I prevented incorporating much air into the batter. Then, I folded in a little amount of merengue. The first one that I cooked is soft and kind of fluffy. I added some more merengue in the batter every after pouring the batter into the pan. In the end, because of the merengue too, the last pancake is kind of stiff and dry. I now know how to make fluffy pancakes.



This is the Chocolate Pancake that I cooked today. It's all messy because I'm not good at cooking. I tried my hardest to make it look nice, though.I topped it with icing and cookies and cream white chocolate.

08 January 2011

Exams?!


Singapore Botanic Garden Bandstand.
This is my favorite place in Singapore.

My preliminary examinations were set after this coming week, which is from 17 - 21/01/2011. Honestly, I'm not prepared to have the exams yet. However, before that, I will first have a retreat with my class in Caleruega, Batangas. I wonder if that place was beautiful. I heard it was, though. I'm looking forward to seeing Caleruega soon. BY the way, the retreat will be on the 12 - 14/01/2011. I wish to have some spare time for practice shoot. :)

Memory

Reminiscing...Remembering...Wondering how things became the way it is now from the way it is before...Recalling every single details of the moments you cherish the most...
Memories are vital in the formation of one's personality and being. It can be the origin of a dream or passion. Similarly, it can be the cause of pain or revenge. Whatever the effect of memories to a person, positive or negative, even if they tried hard to get rid of it, memories will remain a part of a person. It is an abstract part of a human being, that is essential to its development.

03 January 2011

Lazy Me!

My classes resumed today! I really don't like it. It was the very first time that the classes were resumed, from holiday break, on the exact date. I don't feel like going to school yet...errr. Oh well, oh well...I just have to get on with the rest of the semester. All of it will be over in no time.

Ever since I installed a photo editor software in my notebook, I became really into it. Actually, not totally however, I added some effects on my favorite shots. Et, voila! It became somewhat dramatic. Photo editing gives me some drive for my photography. :)

Stereotyping

The society that we are living in right now is a cynical type, as well as common. It is almost the same society, never changing through generations, besides its improving technology. It is still the society with people judging their fellows, as if considering themselves, the previous, flawless and the latter a good-for-nothing pest. This has been a typical episode in the society, like a cliché scene that has been used in all the films and dramas. Everyone knows this, unconsciously though. They knew it, they are aware of it but they never tried to understand it.
Impressions last, they say. So, it became somehow natural for people to show their best side to others at first. However, these impressions will be taken over once the bad side of a person has been revealed. Even if all you did in your whole life is to be good to others, once you did something bad, even for just once, all the people around you even those you’ve helped will turn their back towards you. That’s just how life in a society is.
It is said in the song of a popular girl group that, “people are all the same, you will only get judged by what you do, personality reflects name….” It has been common that you will be remembered by the worst thing you did in your life. People are given a sense of vision and reasoning, however, they never learn how to use it properly. People learn to enhance these senses negatively, by having a pair of sharp eyes to point out other’s faults, and by using their reasons to put altogether and emphasize others wrongdoings.
Every individual thinks that he or she is perfect; that he or she never did anything wrong; that he or she is the center of his or her world. It is a natural self-defense of a person to boost his or her self-esteem, so as not to withdraw from society. It is also a method to attract other’s attention, particularly those who share the same thoughts as him or her. Then, later on, this method leads to a formation of a group where one can prove to him or herself that he or she has a place to belong.
Stereotyping is indeed a method to force others to withdraw from society, as well as the cause of group formation. This has caused the society to be divided into groups with different views. Stereotyping has both positive and negative effects to every individual but at the end it is also what brought them to find their so-called comfort zone.